Welcome to my psychosis diaries

I don’t know the truth between fiction and reality

Like Beyonce said, double cross me I’m just like my daddy

He always said “you’re my mini me”

I’ll always be the apple of his eye that never fell far from the tree

In my psychosis, we show the world what it means to be open and not have any secrets to keep

NgoZah found the room, mom flipped the switch, and I’m here to sweep

We’ll show the world true unconditional love

When it comes to accountability, no being is above

In a past life, as a mother, I poured love into you

In the present, as your daughter, I’m turning your dreams into reality for act two

My right middle finger holds a heart for my father

He fell rock bottom at times to watch me fly sky higher

In psychosis, Shonda Rhimes mimicked scandal just for me

I watched all seasons to predict the weather accurately

Kerry acted the fierceness I need even with my chin trembling

In psychosis, my dad held power like command called rowan

True power lies with those not addicted to attention

It’s a universal pandemic like you’ve never seen honey

And the addiction is fame and money

So, when you see an influencer or celebrity working to the bone

Be kind, the infection may have them in a chokehold

An addiction can take a life

In a self-made cage that’ll eat a person alive

It looks pretty with all gold, glittery things

Who feels chained to the insecurity king?

The adults who got hooked young are fighting hard

I see the pins and speeches to help society go far

A true artist evolves in self over time

Masterpieces emerge when their bank account is full of dimes

We’ll show the world that love holds healthy boundaries

We’ll both listen to any person who says that we’ve done them wrong and be all ears to stories

I’m his mini me who isn’t afraid of twinning

It’s mask off for both of us check my gemini rising

Thank you for visiting my psychosis diaries

I accept both fiction and reality